last lap is over

exams is finally over for me.
and e last paper is kinda screwed up for me.
well, its over, not gonan dwell on it.

yay!

WALA to ME

was chatting on msn with py a while ago.
and gave her a quick update on my life.
and interestingly, i was actually proud and confident to tell her that.
it's over.
finally, 4 mths. it's over. i'm all ready to blast!

and she actually felt guilty for what had happened. (which i had told her not to)
its good to have such gfs ard, always there for you even thou things went back.
felt sad and bad with you even thou it doesnt happen to them.

i'm glad that ive them in my life. knowing that they will stick thru me, stand behind me irregardless what decision i made in my life.

to be strong and to withstand what lies ahead in my life.

something interesting to share:
i guess everyone wants to see their single friends to be attached, and hence, they will kept on trying to matchmake you with their friends. i never had that kind of feeling until recently i started to get a vibe of it. sometimes its kinda annoying, but sometimes ya gota appreciate wat they r trying to do.
n to siwei and py, now i understand hw ya gers felt back then. totally.

to my friends out there who just end their rs:
its tough in the beginning, but ya gota hold it thru. The beginning part is definitely tough, but once you got by the hurdle, things would be so much easier! seriously! don't give up. for what it is worth.

i've got so much thoughts of being single. so much time for myself, to think about what my life would gonna be like in future and what lies ahead of me.
and i'm happy for my friends who are happily attached, and really hope that they would last forever. especially to my uni clique.

WALA to ME!

47kg

in midst of studying w my brother,
decided to check my weight

n now, i weight 47kg.
4 months ago, i weight 41 kg. 4 mths later, now, i weight 47kg. gained 6 kgs.
means time to workout.
my bro weighs 10kg heavier than me.
n he was saying, we will gain more weight after e taiwan trip
totally agree w him.

back to n.o.t.e.s

hachai!

it's BEACH time

off to phuket w some poly friends.

back on sunday

last paper on wednesday!

thank you

an interesting thought.
i was pressing the button for the lift, for a women.
she came out.
and said thank you
e catch is
she was pulling a long face
while she said that.
doesnt thank you comes with a smile?

then i was pondering.

i wonder what's the average number of times that i said 'thank you' in a day.

maybe 10times? when i'm outside lar!

random

finally..
the long waited exam period is here.
will be having my first paper tomorrow, 2nd paper on wednesday and last paper on nx wednesday..
and i'm flying off to phuket this thursday! YEPPY!
there're some minor hiccups for this trip, 2 of our friends are leaving on sat, which means left w me + the 2 couples. tsk tsk. odd one out agains :(

ive started to plan for my post exam activities. here's the plan for nx week!
weds ladies nite?! needless to say where i'm going
thurs: meet up w bud, Mr Fazal! welcome back fr aussie!
fri: ice skating w sher + cuzzie's night out!
sat: cycling @ ECP w sher and hopefully i'll be able to make it for tkd training + clubbing!
sun: peace out @ home.

woots...
cant wait for these to happen.

life is beautiful, for now.

birthday post.

my 23rd birthday post.

Thanks for the DIOR gift! (Lynn: You've got great taste!!!! muacks!!! )
i was touched that i cried when they gave me the surprise 'birthdaycake' and birthday song. wasnt expecting that, it was too sudden for me to react.hahaha.tears of joy!!!!!

this year birthday has been a very emotional ones, thou there's no big parties or watsoeva, i'm real touched by the people around me. Esp my family which ive blogged about it.
perhapes i feel extremely lonely for this yr birthday bcos im single for the first time since secondary school days. and what ive been thru for the past 4 months, makes me realised that i'm surrounded with so many love ones.
its something new to me which i'm slowly getting used to it.

with the pps, my uni clique since year 1 and our bond is still solid solid strong. hahaha.
i think its very hard to find true friendship in university life as most of the students there are very superficial. most of them have their own clique in uni, however, its only because of academic that's why they are in a clique. that's very common in uni. and i'm indeed fortunate that our friendship is not based on academic, but based on other factors as well.


They were there for me when i need them. when i'm out of love(s), (well several times), they were there for me. i will always remember the moral support that ya guys gave me, especially at that time when koksheng broke up w me.i still rem ya guys organised a horror movie so that i would feel less lonely at night, even though i was the only single there. but i still feel very love by ya guys.

To Dage aka Jianming,
thanks for being my closest brother among the rest. thanks for calling me or replying to my msges in the middle of the night, especially for the past few months. thanks for your sincerity towards me.
You never fail to ask me about my revision during the exam period, always ensuring me that i will do well for my papers even though my results are kinda lousy.
and thanks for guiding me thru these months, enlightening me that there are more things to achieve in life.

To Xuwen aka XUXU
among the rest, we quarrelled the most. nevertheless, we can still clique well.
thanks for always giving me lifts here and dere. hahaha.
and studying w me thru the exam period, giving me notes for exams.
and thanks for hearing me out whenever ive issues with the rest n w rs problems, never fail to give me the attention that i need.

And to DarDar,
i'm really glad to have you in our clique!
You always make me feel comfortable with all the couples around. With you around, i dont feel single or 'lonesome' hahaha.
You're extremely sensitive towards me whenever we have clique outing as i'm the only one without partner and you always spare a thought for my feelings. Thanks DARDAR! muacks muacks.
I'm real fortunate to have you as my gf, and not my buddy's gf. hahaha. I hope you know the difference.

To the spouses

thanks for coming down in the midst of study period! muacks.
Lily san: i will rem to get the thing for you. hahaha.
Lynn: love the pressie! i trust your taste. luckily it wasnt ernest who choose the pressie
Liping: thanks for rushing down.hahaa. you almost replace iz's status
Carol: though u miss the movie, which i'm glad tt u missed it cos its nt suitable for you, the effort of being in presence really warms my heart.

To Ernest,Sydney,ChiaWei, IZ... to be continued....


dearest bro, thanks for the sabo! which you nv fail to sabo me. as always. :)